Bill, aka the Crazy Clock Guy, aka Hey You (tallguy) wrote,
Bill, aka the Crazy Clock Guy, aka Hey You

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The binging has begun, let the purging commence

I was in a tired and cranky mood all day (didn't help that I overslept by an hour and a half, and was nearly late for a 9:30 meeting). On the way home, I stopped at Walgreens to pick up some milk, and walked past their clearance table. I proceeded to load up my basket with four different kinds of candy, chocolate, and granola.

Since I've been home for the past hour and a half, I really haven't stopped eating. Three scrambled eggs with cheese, peanut butter and jelly sandwich, half a bag of gummy bears, an entire bag of jelly candies covered with nonpareils, and I'm getting ready to dive into the cereal.

I don't know why I felt this urge to start eating everything in sight. Normally, I would spend a Wednesday evening at the gym. Instead, I've been eating myself sick. I think I'm just eating as a stress release from a crappy day at work. There are other, lower-calorie or more intoxicating stress releases, but I'm trying to avoid them. At least by sitting around and stuffing my face, I had time to go through my inbox and respond back to a number of job opportunities I had been sent.

I think my best bet is to just go to bed early (early for me usually means before midnight, but I'll try for 11:00), maybe get in a quick workout in the morning so I don't feel quite so guilty (yeah right, I'll be lucky to crawl out of bed at my usual cutting-it-close time), and just deal with the bullshit for a little bit longer.
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