Bill, aka the Crazy Clock Guy, aka Hey You (tallguy) wrote,
Bill, aka the Crazy Clock Guy, aka Hey You

Maybe it's because...

Why am I still up?

Maybe it's because I sort of had a bucket of ice water splashed on some hopes, and even though I saw it coming for a week or more, it was still a bit of a cold shock when it finally hit, and it put out a spark that I had been harboring deep down.

Maybe it's because I'm discovering (or rediscovering) some old TV shows on Hulu and on DVD.

Maybe it's because I've got so much running through my head regarding my job, my home, my money, and my life.

Maybe it's because I don't have to be up in the morning to go to work or church.

Maybe it's because the dogs are sprawled out asleep on my bed, and I don't have the heart to disturb them.

Maybe it's because I've been doing laundry, and I want to make sure it is thoroughly dry and put away.

Maybe it's because I'm enjoying the peace and quiet of the house in the still of the night.

Maybe it's because I'm stubborn and don't want to surrender my body and my mind to sleep.

Maybe it's because I don't want to dream, and have to awaken to my life as I know it.

Maybe it's because I'm just not tired.
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