Bill, aka the Crazy Clock Guy, aka Hey You (tallguy) wrote,
Bill, aka the Crazy Clock Guy, aka Hey You

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All by myself, don't wanna be...

I've been feeling kind of lonely the last few days. I think it's a combination of the weather and not wanting to leave the warmth of the house, the Christmas season and being reminded that I will be spending the holiday by myself, and my job situation and having to say goodbye to some good friends.

I've also been feeling, well, kind of horny as well. Now that I've thrown my hat back into the dating ring, I've had some good conversations with people online and on the phone. Some of these women are very attractive, and one or two are downright drop-dead gorgeous, the kind that I would normally consider way out of my league. I'm being more aware of women I meet in person, and spent a fair amount of time at Mass this morning looking at the legs of the brunette sitting next to me.

Is it really so much to ask that I find someone that I can hold? It doesn't need to be anything serious or long-term; I just want to feel someone laying next to me at night, or snuggled up under a blanket together on the sofa as we watch a movie. Hell, tis the season for mistletoe, rum-spiked eggnog, and champagne toasts to "Auld Lang Syne," and I'm really doubtful that I'll find anyone to kiss this Christmas or New Year's Eve.
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